Sunday, February 11, 2007

LOVE UNSPOKEN #1

LOVE UNSPOKEN
(By: Tyararr J. Jones)
My lips are sealed in conscious thought awaiting the awakening
of my patient heart.
My heart has uttered more words than my mouth shall ever
speak.
The poetic songs of my heart have at times not reached
spoken language.
Hidden by acts of compassion, lies the secret whispers of a heart
wanting to share.
The treasures of those priceless words can only be heard by the one
whose heart is bound with mine.
Shackled not by fear, but harnessed by the melody of love.
My eyes struggle to hide the secret of the unspoken love
locked within.
The love within seeks to be free from the restrain, but there
is only one key.
When shall it be revealed?
When shall its seeker be found?
The mystery of both is bound by Hands I cannot see, but whose
love I daily hold.

Saturday, February 10, 2007

VALENTINES DAY IS DRAWING NEAR.....

VALENTINES DAY IS
DRAWING NEAR
This is a quick little note to those that view my blog on occassion. That day of love that comes up on the 14th of this month is drawing near really fast. I am sure that many of you have already begun to think of ways to show your love. Beginning on Sunday, I will be posting poems till Wednesday that deal with expecting and sharing that love with that special someone in your life. I may not have that special someone right now, but that does not mean I cannot write about her. Well, to all my friends old and new, I hope you have a wonderful day in the Lord. Remember that God's love for us is greater than any love we will ever experience in this lifetime. Take care and God bless!

Monday, February 05, 2007

BEYOND MY WANTS

BEYOND MY
WANTS
(By: Tyararr J. Jones)
What would be my heart's response?
If I were to never recieve a desire of my heart or never have a want fulfilled the rest of my life.
What would be my response?
Would I be satisfied with what I have in Christ?
Would I be satisfied with where I am in Christ?
Would I be satisfied with who I am in Christ?
Have my wants become more important than my needs?
Do I serve the Lord only to have my wants fulfilled?
Have I realized that in God's eyes, my wants may not be what I need
And what I need is truly what He wants me to desire?
If God allowed us to function only on our wants,
Would there be enough things in our wants to test us, break us,
Mold us, challenge us, encourage us, and make us stronger in our faith?
As people, naturally we do not want to experience things that cause us to:
Suffer loss, make us cry, make us hurt, make us confront, make us see ourselves in a
True light, make us ask forgiveness, and make us truly depend on someone
Other than ourselves.
God's way is Perfect!
Is it hard to see the big picture when you are the one standing on painful ground?
Of course it is. Do we want to experience that broken relationship, that loss of
a parent, that loss of a job, that loss of good health, and that loss of our posessions?
Of course not!
But, am I truly asking God for what I need?
Ecclesiastes 7:14 says, "In the day of prosperity be happy, but in the day of
adversity consider --- God has made the one as well as the other. So that man will not discover anything that will be after him."
God is using both to draw us to him, not away from Him.
God is using both to makes us more like Him.
God is using both in ways we may not understand until we see Him face to face.
As you and I swallow these truths, Remember:
GOD'S WAY IS PERFECT!

Sunday, February 04, 2007

GIVING TILL IT HURTS

GIVING TILL IT
HURTS
(By: Tyararr J. Jones)
O what else shall I give to that special person to whom I care,
My patient focus on this treasure, I seek to daily share.
Simple words of compassion and the revealing of my thoughts,
The many hours I have searched for and precious gifts have bought.
Quantity and Quality, aspects of time that are priceless in their measure,
I bind them with love as I share them with her, my treasure.
Giving cannot be limited to things purchased or given from your shelf,
But an opening of your arms and the complete giving of your self.
Giving till it hurts is of life a special sacrifice and part,
The most refreshing of all gifts is the recieving and giving of one's heart.

Sunday, January 28, 2007

QUIET PONDERINGS

QUIET PONDERINGS
(By: Tyararr J. Jones)
I hear your voice O God, below the waves of countless grumblings and lies of this world.
Your gentle touch finds me restless and eager for that something else that beckons me relentlessly.
Lead me O God, to the revealings of what that something is.
It robs me not of sleep, but shares the chair with the anxiousness of my heart.
I quietly and softly walk close behind You as You lead the way.
The hand of darkness grasps at my feet that I might lose my way on this path You lead.
Comfort drowns me as I bask in your presence that sustains me and picks me up from the fall of my choices.
You, O God, are the quiet amidst the echoes of my searching heart.
You, O God, are the completeness to spots of void left by my temporary pleasures.
You, O God, are the peace in the daily battle between my flesh and spirt.
You, O God, are the foundation of my faith.
You, O God, are the smile that my heart needs at that special moment of my day.
You, O God, are the reason I get up when I fall.
You, O God, are the compass of my life.
You, O God, are the source of my restrain.
You, O God are the giver of my breath.
You, O God, are the giver and taker of what I have experienced.
You, O God, are the wisdom of my thoughts.
You, O God, are the healer of my heart.
You, O God, are are the quiet voice that calls out to me when I feel alone.
You, O God, are the friend that hears me, speaks to me, knows me, accepts me, understands me, loves me, forgives me, sustains me, guides me, protects me, and daily carries me.
You, O God, are the stillness of my restless thoughts and unsettled heart.
You, O God, are the quiet that I daily seek and the want I will always find. For you are always near.

MY LIFE'S COMPASS

MY LIFE'S COMPASS
(By: Tyararr J. Jones)
Pressing forward on this path I go,
Unsure at times of what I really know.
Storms that rain and press me for my peace of mind,
Fighting me for the reins of those things that are joyful and kind.
Reaching forth with weary hand from bended knee,
God I beckon you and seek for you with this humble plea.
Direct my life-long path and show me your perfect way,
Renew my mind and refresh my mouth with the words to say.
Pressing forward on this path I go,
Unsure at times of what I really know.
The cage of my heart is daily rattled and shaken,
Memories of my stumblings and choices of which I have been mistaken.
Be thou my pure vision that continually I will daily see,
The compass of my life is the Cross of Calvary.

Sunday, January 14, 2007

CHANGING FACES

CHANGING FACES
(By: Tyararr J. Jones)
The canvas of my life's portrait has been blanketed with the imprint of many people.
You, O God are the Creator of this work that that you continually paint.
Friend and stranger have shadowed the path of my journey quite often.
The encounter of both have brought me: joy, pain, encouragement, confusion, wisdom, ridicule, excitement, nausea, expectation, and heartbreak.
Each person is a piece of God's handiwork to aid in my molding, breaking, pruning, and turning me into the person I should be.
The hard part at times is accepting those I call friends as tools that will cause me pain.
Should I avoid pain as my fearless predator?
My proper response to it is only going to make me stronger.
True friends sharpen.
Imitators of friends only drain you and never give back.
I must understand that the faces of life will continually change on my journey; but
My God in Heaven will not.
God and God's love for me does not change.
Therefore, I will rest in His love that does not change.
I will trust in His promises that do not change.
I will delight in His presence that is always near.
I will commit to this path He has chosen for me.
I will glory in the Cross, for its power never changes.
As the faces on my life's canvas continually change, may I faithfully keep
My trust in God and His handiwork.
For God and His way is PERFECT!!

Sunday, January 07, 2007

STORM OF MY HEART

STORM OF MY
HEART
(By: Tyararr J. Jones)
Though we share the same path, you keep me at a distance.
Though I share my compassion with you, you reject it with confidence.
Though I open my heart, you keep yours closed.
Though I call you friend, you call me a stranger.
Though I call you a close friend, you consider me a distant acquaintance.
Though I step out in faith, you respond with fear.
Though I dare to keep you in my heart, you shun your feelings like a disease.
Though my present thoughts of you are painful, my past memories of you have left an imprint of joy.
Though I rather not see you nor speak to you while in this storm,
You will forever be a cherished memory.

REJECTED

REJECTED
(By: Tyararr J. Jones)
Where did I falter in my ponderings of this choice?
Each step was made in prayer and patience of mind and heart.
My heart was stedfast against my emotions, seeking not to lose control.
Desires were laid to rest that my will not be sought after.
The door was unlocked to my chambers of compassion that I sought to give.
Was this path chosen in ignorance by my illusion to the one I cherished?
Have I wasted my time in this temporary friendship?
The pursuit of patience continues for the search of that one who defines love and true friendship as I do.
The void sets in as the wave of loss creeps itself in.
My perspective of beauty, compassion, sweetness, and sensitivity has not changed.
The person in whom I see these things may.
My eyes are open, but my heart remains at bay seeking to be stirred by the one who sees me and accepts me for who I am.
Lord, reveal to me again your picture of a true close friend and one that loves back.

Saturday, January 06, 2007

Deer crossing


Watch where you are driving...
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Can you see this where you live?

Another snowshoeing view
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Happy Trails

One of my views while snowshoeing
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How's your view?

Look out my window every morning!
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Speechless


You can't get this in Florida!
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Tubed out!

Me and my friend Brian Smoker. He is the Camp Director at Camp Eden in Golden, Colorado. If you have never heard of it, you need to check it out.
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Lead me to the rock!

Hey, I climbed that!
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Worth the trip to Colorado

My favorite pic of my entire trip! God made that, not evolution.
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Snowy Thoughts

If you haven't done it, you need to try it.
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On top of the world!!!

Still climbing my way to the top. Breathtaking!!
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Cold Climb


Climbing at Camp Eden in Golden, Colorado
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Monday, December 18, 2006

ANAMONI

ANAMONI
(By: Tyararr J. Jones)
From the stillness of my path today I seek to be released.
My heart is overwhelmed and seeks to be unchained from its restrain.
It is patiently at bay in the grasps of my ever present Guardian.
I wish to speak the words that dance on the tip of my tongue,
But they are silenced in the shadows by fear and discernment.
My emotions are channeled through the art of written speech.
So much more is being said between the lines of secret meaning.
The steps that I wish to take are imprinted with fear, confidence, and expectation.
The unwrapping of what lies beyond this choice, leaves me frozen in anticipation.
Bridled are my thoughts in the view of hand and pen,
Releasing the man inside who wishes to share what has been given.
ANAMONI, so many experience its challenge throughout life,
But few ever become the master of it.
I bow in submission to its request, but I press forward toward the gift that lies beyond its borders.
It is not a simple price to kneel to its commands, but I am forever bridled by the touch of the Master's Hand.

Sunday, December 10, 2006

CAPTIVATED BY YOU ...

CAPTIVATED
BY
YOU......
(By: Tyararr J. Jones)
My eyes and my heart are caught in the gaze of an unexpected treasure.
You came unannounced with sweetness and beauty like the beginning of a plesant, refreshing day.
Each day I seek to push you away from the emotions of my heart.
I try to look at you in a way that draws me not to you, and allows me to remain at bay in my heart.
Failure greets me daily as I seek to carry out these actions.
When I am with you, my fear turns to confidence.
The boy in me strives to be the man I should be.
My heart no longer wants to remain at bay.
It desires instead to follow along with you on life's journey.
The waters of my heart's emotions are stirred daily by thoughts of you.
My fears and uncertainties of being with you are now particles of dust under my steps of faith.
You have my focus and my heart.
It is not a right to enjoy the thought and presence of you, but a privilege.
You are a gift given by God that has me captivated.
You are a refreshing thought in my mind.
You are a stirring of my heart.
You are a treasure of my seeking.
You are a jewel God has placed along my journey as I seek to follow Him faithfully.

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

SHALL I BE ENTERTAINED?

SHALL I BE
ENTERTAINED?
Encompassed about by desires in which to be entertained,
Seeking for something that is good, that will not leave me stained.
In this society in which I live, there is not much which is good,
So many distractions keeping me from doing the things I should.
Harboring in every crevace are many devices which are bad,
Tainting the minds of families, leaving them desolate, broken and sad.
Are we living only for the moments that bring us temporal pleasure,
Neglecting God's priceless gifts and His eternal treasures?
From where comes my joy, is its source pure and real?
Have I become a pirate seeking what adds to my appeal?
Contentment is fleeting, to grasp it is gain,
Cease living for temporal pleasures and experience less emotional pain.
Shall I be entertained! Seeking to have my desires filled,
Or strive for that which is pleasing to God's will.

Sunday, December 03, 2006

THINGS PLEASANT

THINGS PLEASANT
By: Tyararr J. Jones
There is a familiar cloud that settles over me today.
My emotions stir as I awake to my frequent enemy.
He does not tire of the constant battle that we partake in daily.
Should I lower my defense, for in and of myself I am weak.
Relief seems so far from the beckoning of my soul.
My desire of my wants struggles to stay submissive to my needs.
Was today worth getting up when defeat seems only a few steps away?
Silence! I stop and kneel under the pressure of the thoughts of battle.
Yes Lord, I remember who You are and what You have done for me.
I am awake this morning because of you God.
I have the things I have because of you God.
I can press on today because of you God.
Though I may face defeat today, I have victory in you God.
Though I am weak, I have strength in you God.
Though I have messed up, I have forgiveness from you God.
Though my life at times may seem dark and unsure, my hope is in you God.
When I think of things most plesant, I think of you God.

Thursday, November 23, 2006

HIS NAME IS JESUS

HIS NAME IS
JESUS
By: Tyararr J. Jones
Do you know Him, this man of whom I humbly speak?
He meets the needs of the strong, the rich, the poor and the weak.
I was a lover of many men when I met Him at the well,
He forgave my wicked sin and saved me from a greedy hell.
His voice I heard before my eyes could vastly see,
Not knowing at first whom it was that stood in front of me.
Lame since birth lying here in everybody's dust,
The day I walked, I gave to Him my trust.
A leper among men, a stranger to my family and land,
He cleansed me of my filth and led me by the hand.
A victor over a giant when I was just a lad,
He made me a king, gave me more than I ever had.
A persecutor and bystander was I when Stephen was laid to rest,
He changed my name to Paul and I think you know the rest.
I needed to see His hands and feet to believe He fulfilled His promise,
The man who died upon the cross, for me Doubting Thomas.
At the bottom of the ship He slept, as the sea tossed and roared,
He calmly awoke and spoke a word, the waves bowed to Him as Lord.
Possessed I was by demons, my actions I could not control,
He spoke to them with authority to release their binding of my soul.
I am just a sinner saved by His marvellous grace,
What a day that will be when I see his blessed face....
....His name is Jesus!

Thursday, November 16, 2006

SMILES FROM A PRINCESS

SMILES FROM A
PRINCESS
By: Tyararr J. Jones
Unveiled like the warmth of a quiet summer morning, I saw your smile.
I had never noticed it before like I did today.
It brought the feeling of joy like opening your first Christmas gift as a little kid.
A fresh, new, exuberant feeling as if never expressed before.
The anticipation of each smile is like discovering the treasure after much waiting and searching.
I am captivated by the beauty of the canvas of your face, which has chosen to release from its grasp; the smile of a princess.
I am paralyzed within by your gentleness.
Every harsh bone within me is bound by the sparkle of your smile.
Embraced in thought I am to be the recipient of such a gift.
May I never tire of seeing something so precious or become the one that causes your face no longer to shine.
All in one glance, a poor man has become a king as he experiences the richness and glamour of your presence.
Though his heart may have been heavy, though his bones have been weary; for an instant, that is all forgotten as he becomes the recipient of a smile from a princess.

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

THROUGH THE EYES OF A SOLDIER

THROUGH THE EYES
OF A SOLDIER
By: Tyararr J. Jones
I have encountered my enemy on more ocassions than I have taken a breath. He has followed me on countless fields whether home or foreign. He has appeared in many forms, which at times has caught me unguarded and unprepared. His tactics are highly skilled and desperately wicked. I have been wounded many times outwardly and inwardly. The scars from our vicious battles remind me of my losses and my victories. I have experienced the mountaintop of victory, as well as the hiding and preparation of the valley and in the trenches.
At these times my desire to fight was tested. Why don't I just give in to this enemy who shows no sign of retreat? I grow weary at times during the constant battling and ever so present commands from my leader. The offense of my enemy is fierce and deceptive. The offense and defense of my leader is unmovable and strong. How I use and carry out my leader's instruction determines my outcome for that day of battle. I find confidence in the immutability of my leader whether I fail or succeed. He is unlike any leader I have ever had.
He fights by my side on the field.He lies with me in my trenches. He kneels with me when I am weary and lose sight of the hope that is ever so present. He comforts me when I miss my family. He fills the void when I am alone. he carries me when I stumble. Today, I find myself facing my familiar foe. I am confident not in myself, but in the One that leads me. I am alert today and focused. I am not afraid of the outcome, because my leader and commander is in complete control. I stand not only as a soldier, but as a humble servant, a warrior in a war that has already been won.
May I press on with joy in whom I am led by. May I follow through with my responsibilities with DILIGENCE, DEVOTION, DISCIPLINE, AND DISCERNMENT.

Friday, November 10, 2006

THE TREASURE OF OUR FREEDOM

THE TREASURE OF OUR
FREEDOM!
By: Tyararr J. Jones
We gather today as family, friends, acquaintances, strangers, and countrymen. Many of us have never met face to face, but we have met at the same door of pain, loss, hope, love, anticipation, patience, and hardship. Our outward shell is distinctly different, but the things our hearts have experienced; bring us as close as friends. We gather today each in our own distinct way to celebrate that which has come by the way of priceless sacrifice. The gift for those who have given their lives before us and now; is to cherish and respect the freedom which we hold close to our hearts.
May we not forget nor neglect the memory of those whose blood once flowed in the valleys and fields of which now represent places of solitude and rest. Today, let us put aside our differences that we may help those that are in need, help those that cannot help themselves, and help those who cannot see; to see the gift which today we embrace. Today, there will be those who will harness their pride and hate beacause they have not experienced that which we gladly proclaim today. May we lift the blinds of our eyes that we may see people for who they are and not for what we judgementally percieve.
Today, may we lift the shades of our hearts that the love we show have no respector of persons. May we open our minds so we may clearly reflect on the countless steps that have led us to the peak of the ladder of: Independence, commitment, faith, honesty, courage, wisdom, fervency, sacrifice and iniative. Our past and present leaders are not unordinary, but ordinary people that strive for that which burns in their hearts. It is a burning that has passed from heart to heart until every person has tasted the quenching of the thirst of independence.
There are many today that are standing thankful as free Americans and others who ridicule everything that is just, honest, and free. Though as Americans we are no longer bound by tyrants; we have found ourselves bound by an enemy that seeks to keep us bound from within by sin. We owe our freedom as Americans to those who have died before us and those who daily place their lives in harm way. To whom do we owe thanks for our opportunity to be no longer bound by sin? His name is Jesus! His death broke sin's shackles and His resurrection quenched death's sting. He loved us so much that He died for us so we may have freedom from sin. No, like others who have died, he was not an ordinary man. He was the Son of Man. He is the Son of God. He left the throne of Heaven so He could come to a sinful world that despised, persecuted, mocked, criticized, beat, and crucified Him.
All this He knew would happen. He recieved what came with open arms so that man may have the experience of being in the arms of a loving Father. Today, as you pause and reflect on the many things to be thankful for: Yes, remember those who have gone before us so we may have our independence as Americans, but remember to thank Jesus Christ for the independence he provides that which man cannot. What then is the treasure of our THANKSGIVING? The treasure of our thanksgiving is Jesus Christ and what He has done and what he can do for you.

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

HIGHLIGHT OF MY RESTRAIN

HIGHLIGHT OF MY
RESTRAIN
By: Tyararr J. Jones
Unaware you are to the smiles and joy you release from the shackles of my frustration. A stones throw you are in distance, yet I hold you close to my heart. I hesitate toward the emotions that draw me to you. My closes and steady highlight at this point of my journey. So much is shared in the quietness of our expressions. Your gentleness is hidden by your tension and the strength of your emotions. Awakened I am more to your sweetness, though it is sheltered by your competitiveness. I am restrained in my focus on my own unsettledness, because I am distracted by you. Should there be more? Are these walls we fortify building blocks or hinderances to the compassion we wish to share? I am thankful for you. I am thankful that you have been placed as a jewel in the path of my journey. You are the highlight of my restrain.

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

TEACHER AMONG US

TEACHER AMONG US
By: Tyararr J. Jones
Who is this man that walks among us in these walls of challenge?
A stranger to our eyes but a brother in service to the King.
Welcome him with extended arms of understanding as he enters the unknown.
May preparation join him during his hours of silence.
The treasures of wisdom lay at his feet from those who have gone before him.
The seal of newness has been broken as he is no longer just a face among his pupils.
Guided by an eternal motivation, for a reward not worthy of acceptance in this realm or the next.
When time has released him of its reign, may he not be remembered for what he said, but for whom he served.
For now, he is a teacher among us as part of God's plan.
Just a pilgrim passing through and doing the best he can.
A lifetime student of those around him and forever a seeker and pupil of the King.

Sunday, October 29, 2006

WHO IS THIS MAN?

WHO IS THIS
MAN?
By: Tyararr J. Jones
What makes you tick, you that walks by as shy?
Where comes the confidence that hides behind your eye?
Your stature is strong though gentle from within.
I desire to know you, may I come in?
Who is this man that is silent in speech, though vocal in mind?
Your stare is steatlh, your actions are kind.
You walk forth with peace, though battles rage aloud.
Deaf you are to the hacklers of the crowd.
Your expression has no door, your face is contstant in its state.
It is hard to know what you carry on your plate.
Who is this man that is a stranger to those around his walls?
Is your stability gained from the pressure?
You speak in riddles, yet revealing more than I know.
You seem so distant, though your friends are close to your heart.
Shall I ever understand you?

WHO IS THIS MAN?

WHO IS THIS
MAN?
By: Tyararr J. Jones
What makes you tick, you that walks by as shy?
Where comes the confidence that hides behind your eye?
Your stature is strong though gentle from within.
I desire to know you, may I come in?
Who is this man that is silent in speech, though vocal in mind?
His stare is stealth, his actions are kind.
You walk forth with peace, though battles rage aloud.
Deaf you are to the hacklers of the crowd.
Your expression has no door, your face is constant in its state.
It is hard to know what you carry on your plate.
Who is this man that is a stranger to those around his walls?
Is your stability gained from the pressure?
You speak in riddles, yet revealing more than I know.
You seem so distant, though your friends are close to your heart.
Shall I ever understand you?

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

GLORY IN THE CREATOR

GLORY IN THE CREATOR
by: Tyararr J. Jones
How do I view Creation? Do I stand in awe? Do I stand captivated in thought with things I have never seen? The splendor of such things causes me to sing. Creation is the music to the song of beauty which God created. The love that we share with one another is only a short breath of the love that God is. Peace is only a jewel of the true treasure that lies in its Creator. Is Creation of geater use than its Creator? For at some point, that which was created will lose its glamour. Does that rob it of its true value? That which is created lies prey to temporal sustenance. The Creator is eternal, for whether He is acknowledged or not, He shall not lose His glory. That which has no beginning or end is not bound by what man values. When we glory more in Creation than in its Creator; we lose sight of the true source of eternal substance and sustenance. Therefore, leaving us as men who are forever wanting.

Friday, October 20, 2006

I AM BACK!!!!!

I AM BACK!!!
This is just a quick shout out to those that read my blog. Just letting you know that I am back in action. I now have internet access and can begin blogging again. Please stay tuned till futher notice.

Friday, September 08, 2006

I AM SETTLED IN

NEW PLACE...NEW MINISTRY...NEW EVERYTHING
Greetings to all my friends and secret readers of my blog. I apologize for the long absence. I have been in the middle of settling into my new place of ministry down in Florida. I appreciate those who have been praying for me and thinking of me. It has been a tough adjustment but God continues to sustain me. I do not know how long I will be here. I am just taking it one day at a time. Teaching in the classroom has been quite the adventure. I am teaching two 9th grade classes, two Senior High Bible classes, one Senior psychology class, and a weight training class. Yeah I know, a pretty full plate for your first year in the classroom. I must say that my favorite classes are my two 9th grade English classes.
My heart yearns for the north and for the western mountains of Colorado. The weather down here is a enough to make you want to wander why Florida is even on the map. I am posted this blog from one of my favorite places to eat.(Panera) Right now this is my only source of internet where my blog page is not blocked. Well, I hope to update more later. Please continue to read my blog and leave comments. I have much to post. Take care and have a wonderful day in the Lord. Just a Pilgrim traveling through this life, trying to stay focused and carry out God's plan for my life.

Friday, July 28, 2006

SAME ROAD....DIFFERENT PATH!!

SAME ROAD......DIFFERENT PATH !!!
Since becoming a Christian over twenty years ago, I have embarked on an interesting journey while living the Christian walk. Trusting in an all knowing, all powerful God to direct me along a path which is sometimes hard to see can be and is quite challenging. There have been many boisterous obstacles along the way that have sought to hinder my steps. At times I have rushed these obstacles with the faith that God is going to show me something I have never seen. Other times I have with lack of faith, begged God to remove these obstacles that at times look unconquerable.
During my Christian life I have sought to stay faithful to the road that God has placed me on. At times I have approached different paths along this journey, uncertain of the outcome of my choices. This is where the phrase "living by faith" becomes more than just words. For the past eleven summers I have chosen the road to work at a camp ministering to college age and young kids. I am now standing at the beginning of a new path which will take me out of my comfort zone of camp and into the classroom. I will be teaching five classes everyday. Challenging, frightening, and anxious are some of the adventrous descriptions that come to mind when pondering my new path.
God is faithful and I know that He knows what is best for me. He knows me better than I know myself. I know that He has already gone before me preparing the way. Now, all I have to do is follow and trust Him that He is going to help me through it. There is a thought that continues to float through my mind as I ponder my journey. There have been many times that my friends have changed, my environment has changed, my ministry has changed, I have changed, and my paths have changed. Through all these changes, God and God's love for me has never changed. With that thought and promise always in my mind and heart, there is no reason for me to doubt when God says go; even if that means doing that which I really do not want to do. Living and walking by faith in God requires obedience. Putting aside my desires so that God's will can be fulfilled and accomplished in my life. It is not about me, but all about Him.

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

QUOTE FOR TODAY

"HE IS NO FOOL
WHO GIVES UP
WHAT HE CANNOT KEEP
TO GAIN WHAT HE CANNOT LOSE."
(Jim Elliot)

Friday, July 07, 2006

BEHIND THE RESTRAIN

BEHIND THE RESTRAIN
O what lies beneath this wretched man I am? The grace of God that keeps me from acting upon the fierce intentions of my heart. The battle rages between the man that I am and the man that I am striving daily to become. This process of change is an endless pursuit that drains me of my motivation. Well kept and secure by the hand of God. May the day never come that I am unleashed, for in that day flesh shall have its victory. For how can that which has been shackled overcome that which has chosen to die to self? Ever so softly I take my stride to walk this path I must daily tread. Driven by an eternal destination that seeks to welcome me though undeserved.
O what lies beneath this wretched man I am? The grace of God that keeps me from being overtaken by a power that is desperately wicked. Keep me O God secure under your restrain. For without you I am nothing, and alone I cannot keep harnessed the lurkings of my heart. May I find you daily as I kneel before you that I may not stumble. May I often seek for your eternal treasures, so that I am not found wanting in my pursuits for temporal satisfaction.
AS I LOOK IN TO THE MIRROR TODAY, THERE IS MORE GOING ON BEYOND THE SURFACE THAN THE EXPRESSION WHICH BEAMS BEFORE YOU. GOD'S GRACE IS SUFFICIENT!

Sunday, July 02, 2006

GLORY IN THE CREATOR

GLORY IN THE
CREATOR!!
How do I view creation? Do I stand in awe? Captivated in thought with things I have never seen. The splendor of such things causes me to sing. Creation is the music to the song of beauty which God created. The love that we share with one another is only a short breath of the love that God is. Peace is only a jewel of the true treasure that lies in its Creator. Is the creation of greater use than its Creator? For at some point, that which was created will lose its glamour, but does that rob it of its true value? That which is created lies prey to temporal sustenance. The Creator is eternal, for whether He is acknolwedged or not He shall not lose His glory. The Creator(God) is and always shall be. That which has no beginning or end is not bound by what man vlaues. When we glory more in creation than in its Creator; we lose sight of the true source of eternal substance and sustenance. Therefore leaving us as men who are forever wanting.

Thursday, June 29, 2006

REVEAL ME

REVEAL ME
O God, the picture that I see that beams within my soul,
Shows a sinner and a servant seeking to be whole.
Reflections from your Word, reveal the man that I am,
The answers to my confusion when caught in a jam.
Release the facade from this body that longs to be real,
Soften my words to your ears as I make my appeal.
Mold me to your image that is holy and divine,
Strengthen me with your fruit that comes from your vine.
Caught in your mirror that is pure in its reflection,
Revealing my weaknesses and my sinful objections.
Let me stand as a man who is tried and undone,
Focused on you my God, the true Holy One!

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

UP! UP! UP! AND AWAY.....................

Greetings friends,
Just want to let you know that I have not disappeared. I apologize for the break in my writings and postings. I have been taking some time and taking care of some personal business. I am headed off to Colorado June 1st thru the 10th. I have lots of things in my head to write about. Just need to make the time to write them down. I hope and pray that all is well with you all. Take care and stay faithful!

Friday, May 12, 2006

TREASURE OF A MOTHER

TREASURE OF A
MOTHER.....
Not all treasures come in the form of silver and gold,
Some come as people, their names are untold.
There is a special person that to me is a treasure,
Being her son has been and is a priceless pleasure.
An example of love she has been all throughout my days,
I offer her my thanks, I offer her my praise.
She seeks to help others and meet their many needs,
A special woman she is, a precious jewel indeed.
Patience and love are with her in her ways,
God's wisdom and blessing are with her all her days.
She has been a faithful wife as well as a mother,
To whom does she compare, there is no other.
Smothered by her love and always her prayers,
Whenever I talk to her I know she really cares.
My motivation to achieve and do the things I should,
She encourages me to love others and do all that is good.
I see her not as unordinary or similar to the rest,
But an ordinary woman led by God that seeks to do her best.
There is so much more to cherish and always more to say,
As I reflect on my Mother today on Mother's Day.
The treasure of a Mother is a gift very dear,
It brings my thoughts to a pause and to my heart a joyful cheer.
Dear God, I thank you for my Mother for she is a special one,
I count it a priceless treasure to always be called her son.

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

WHO AM I TRYING TO BE?..................

O TO BE LIKE THEE ..............
O to be like Saul whose name was changed to Paul,
Known as an Apostle who consistently gave his all.
To jails he was not a visitor, to hardship he was not a stranger,
He stood bold as a lion when looking in the eye of danger.
O to be like Peter who walked with Jesus on the sea,
When the waves began to thunder, for the hand of Jesus did he plea.
He spoke with boldness and power on the day of Pentecost,
Proclaiming the gospel of Christ to the thousands that were lost.
O to be like Noah who worked on an ark for a hundred and twenty years,
He faithfully spoke redemption and warning to rebellious deafened ears.
The rain began to drop, the floods began to rise,
The door has been shut, can you see the fear in their eyes?
O to be like the Samaritan who is known for being good,
When he saw a desparate need, he went beyond the duty of doing what he could.
He opened not only his hand, but also his heart,
To help the wounded man, before he from the world did depart.
O to be like Enoch a man who walked with God,
His character was flawless, his testimonty wasn't a fraud.
He sought not that which was right in the eyes of wicked man,
But followed that which was according to God's master plan.
O to be like Esther, a captive who became a queen,
Her graciousness and beauty the king had never seen.
She forgot not her people when Haman sought their pain,
Her courage before the king kept them from being slain.
O to be like David though young he knew his cause,
He went forth to fight the giant, but not for man's applause.
A man though not perfect grew to play his part,
Remember as a man after God's own perfect heart.
O to be like Ehud a judge by God was he made,
He soon would deliver Israel by the crafting of a blade.
He took King Eglon a present, bodly before him did he stand,
He presented him with a dagger, not with his right but his left hand.
O to be like Daniel who purposed seriously in his heart,
To keep himself pure and from God's will not depart.
When thrown into the lions den looking danger in the eye,
He bowed his knee and heart to God who reigns supremely on high.
O to be like God, the one whom these people served,
Their homage, their obedience He graciously deserved.
He gave them knowledge and wisdom when they didn't know what to do,
Power and strength when battling wickedness in places higher than me and you.
He gave them discernment and direction when sinking in sin's sand,
Gave them a sense of hope, He guided them by the hand.
Why do we focus our eyes on others comparing ourselves to their level,
Not watching for the obstacles set out by the devil.
Why not raise our standard to be like our God above,
A flawless example of Grace and flowing agape love.
To be like thee O God, I pray I will strive to be,
Not settling for second best or the enemy of complacency.

Friday, April 14, 2006

PRELUDE TO EASTER # 5

THE RISEN LORD
Today a man named Jesus died upon this hill,
For a moment there was silence, my heart stood very still.
There were those that wept as He hung there on the tree,
Not knowing the significance, where they stodd was Calvary.
A common man named Joseph asked for the body of this man,
Not knowing what he was doing was part of the Master's plan.
He lay the body in a tomb covered by a stone,
Guarded by Roman soldiers where it was to be left alone.
The memories of yesterday are still fresh upon my mind,
Asking questions of the injustice, answers are hard to find.
The cross still stands firmly on the hill were Jesus died,
In my mind echoes the chant, to Him be crucified.
There is a silence in the air unlike that of yesterday,
To describe the contrast clearly, well it is hard to say.
Before Jesus died He promised He would rise from the grave,
His desire was to seek the lost that they might be saved.
Today I heard men talking, they were so full of pride,
They were still mocking Jesus who was crucified.
The anger grew within me, I didn't know what to say,
Dropping to my knees, I humbly began to pray.
Father please forgive me I know you're in control,
Forigve these men their foolishness, please save their souls.
It is now night, as I lay here in my bed,
Fearing the future of those men today after they are dead.
This morning I took a walk to the tomb where Jesus lay,
A delight to my eyes, the stone was rolled away.
The two soldiers were out cold lying on the ground,
An angel stood on the tomb proclaiming with joyful sound.
Jesus Christ is risen, He is no longer here,
Go and tell others, spread forth this joyful cheer.
The sting of death is stingless, the grave could not hold the King,
Sin's shackles have been broken, listen to the angels sing!!!

Thursday, April 13, 2006

PRELUDE TO EASTER # 4

BLAMELESS !!!!!!
Unspotted, pure, and blessed from beginning to end,
He belongs to a realm which I cannot comprehend.
His eyes have partaken in wonders I do not know,
Feared by those on high and those referred to as low.
Earth is His footstool and the place which we live and rest,
Men bow down to Him and commit to Him their best.
Creation was the response of His spoken Word,
Man was the result of His living breath.
Broken for me that I might be mended from sin's grasp,
Lifted up in my place that I might be brought low.

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

PRELUDE TO EASTER # 3

EVIDENCE OF HIS
HAND.....
His touch is strong but loving. His hand is most powerful, but tender and comforting as a father to his child. His hand has moved mountains. He has also mended broken hearts. His hand has chastend, but has also encouraged. He leads me as a shepherd his flock with his staff. When I am in the valley He lifts me up to the mountaintop. When I fall in puddles of sin, He picks me up and sets me back on my feet. When I could not pay the debt of my sin, His hands suffered in the cruelty of the cost my my debt.
Can you see the evidence of his Hand? Look closer beyond the barriers of yourself and see His hand lead you through the storm. When you just missed the drunk driver while your family was fast asleep; did you see His hand? When your best friend after twenty three years gets saved; did you see His hand? Did you see His hand when your friend was diagnosed with that fatal disease? Did you see His hand when He took a love one to be with Him? If not, maybe you have not felt the grip of His Grace from His comforting hand that is constantly there.
When you can't see the positive, look for His hand. When you feel like you cannot hang on, reach for His hand. When your spirit is broken, feel the mending of His hand. When you feel hate and spite, experience the love and peace of His hand. When you don't know what to do, trust in the leading of His hand. When you question why you live for Him; remember the scars in His hands.
"For it is better, if the will of God be so, that ye suffer for well doing, than for evil doing. For Christ also hath once suffered for sins, the just for the unjust, that he might bring us to God, being put to death in the flesh, but quickened by the Spirit:" (I Peter 3:17-18)

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

PRELUDE TO EASTER #2

THE CROSS
Searching for an anchor, grasping for a hold,
Trying to walk the path of life ever so bold.
The more I drift from this path, I am very quick to find,
God is the only one who gives me peace of mind.
When I am discouraged there is a place that I draw near,
It brings joy to my face a smile and to my heart a joyful cheer.
The shadow of this place is something I have never seen,
It brings soberness to your mind when you truly know what it means.
Where do I draw near when I suffer loss?,
It is a special place that I call the Cross.
The cross is a symbol of grace and of love,
A precious act of compassion from my loving Father above.
When I grow weary and find God's voice hard to hear,
I know a special place that I can always draw near.

Monday, April 10, 2006

PRELUDE TO EASTER #1

THE SHADOW OF THE
CROSS
As I travel this road of Christianity, what is it that keeps me going? No, the road is not always smooth. Storms of strain rain down on me. Winds of discontentment overtake me. I look at the shadow of the cross. I have seen joy and I have seen sadness; both at their highest peaks. I am reminded of the shadow of the cross. I have seen life fulfilled to its fullest. I have seen death rob others of their joy. I face the shadow of the cross. The Lord has given me more than I deserve. He has also taken away for my own good. I go forth by faith, Sometimes questioning why I do what I do. Yes, I remember the shadow of the cross. Where would I be without Christ? What if I did not have trials? Would I see my need for Christ? The corruptedness of this world at times is hard to bare. Why do I have to struggle with sin daily? I find strength when I think about the shadow of the cross. This road I travel I wish at times would end. I must go forward faithfully, and when weary; rest in the shadow of the cross. I know there is an end to this road I travel. I must focus on the One who is at the end of this road waiting for me.
What is the Shadow of the Cross? Why does it bring me joy? I'll tell you why. The cross of Calvary is bare. The One who once hung on it was my Lord Jesus Christ. That glorious day my Lord by the power of God defeated sin and conquered death. That is why I smile. That is why I keep going forth day by day trusting my Lord. The shadow which the Cross of Calvary shows is a picture that Christ is risen. It is a symbol to me of what my Saviour did for me and what He continues to do for me each day. He is not dead!!! He is alive!!

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

THE PROCESS.......THE PRODUCT

THE PROCESS........TO
THE PRODUCT.
Have you ever watched an old car that was totally rusted out for scraps get totally restored to a shiny smooth running machine? Have you ever been involved with restoring and fixing up an old run down house? Have you ever paused to take notice of the huge building that gets built up in a matter of months that you thought would take a year or more? Have you ever worked with a kid for a period of time and watched how he or she grows and changes in all sorts of ways? Have you ever been annoyed by the beginning pursuits of that young piano player who later plays sweet melodies of comfort? Have you worked with a sports team and watched how that team that had no chance of accomplishing anything; amazingly grow in leaps and bounds? Have you ever paused and reflected on what you were like five years ago? What you looked like five years ago? What you were like ten years ago?
All the things mentioned above took time. There was a PROCESS that had to take place before things were changed or accomplished. Before the finished PRODUCT was reached, it took a process of time, work, sweat, stretching of patience, endurance, thought, a plan, people, persistence, structure, pain, faith, commitment, etc..... In reflecting on these things, I am reminded of the PROCESS that is taking place in my life. The process of SANCTIFICATION. The process of God molding me, shaping me, stretching me, breaking me, conforming me, bending me, and making me more like Him. It is nice to know that God is working in me and through me, but all those things that He is doing do not always feel so good. How many times have I become frustrated because of the way the process shows its face in my life? (The unexpected trials that arise from day to day, certain people that cross my path, the answers I must wait patiently for that arise, seeking out God's will for my life, the battle between the flesh and the spirit, dealing with other people's problems, serving others, etc....) At times I must say that it is really really hard to stay focused on the fact that all the things I endure and experience are for a PRODUCT that I cannot see. God sees the finished work. He is the Master Craftsman of my life.
O the process of things can be so daunting and stressful at times. O the joy that comes when all the hard work and time we have put into something is revealed in the finished product. The process is forgotten in a way and we rejoice in and enjoy the accomplishment of the product. What joy it brings to our God when we rejoice in Him for what He is doing in our lives. Yes, the process will hurt and require of us more than we may be willing to give or endure. But the hope and certainity that we have is that God is Sovereign and He knows what is best for us. All that He is trying to do through us and in us is for His Glory. I can think of so many times that I have bucked against the process because I thought it was too hard or did not suit my desires. How quickly I forget that the God of the PROCESS is also the God of the PRODUCT.
Though I may change, my environment may change, my friends change, those around me change, my circumstances change........God and God's love for me never changes.
Today, may you be reminded that God is in control and that today He is actively working in your life. How will you respond to that today?
"Philippians 4:11-13(NASB) Not that I speak from want, for I have learned to be content in whatever circumstances I am. I know how to get along with humble means, and I also know how to live in prosperity; in any and every circumstance I have learned the secret of being filled and going hungry, both of having abundance and suffering need. I can do all things through Him who strengthens me."

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

AM I TRULY BEING REAL ?

AM I BEING REAL.......
(EPHESIANS CHAPTER ONE)
R elationship wih God. This is the most vital aspect to living a consistent Christian walk. If my relationship with God is not on a real leve, then all my other relationships are not going to be where they should be. Notice in chapter one of Ephesians how personal the Apostle Paul referst to God and Christ. Verse one, (I am an Apostle of Christ)(by the will of God). Verse two, (peace from OUR God). Verse three, (OUR Lord Jesus Christ). Verse seventeen, (God of OUR Lord). A person cannot talk this way without knowing someone very personally. As Paul corresponds with the Ephesians, he is not challenging them to strive for something he does not have. He is reminding them of what they have in Christ. What he has in Christ. Remember, he is writing this letter during a time of personal persecution and trial. Am I being real in all my relationships or am I still wearing a Mask?
verse 7, "In Him we have redemption through His blood, the forgiveness of our trespasses, according to the riches of His grace."
E valuation of self. Am I being honest with myself? Do I live each day as if I would stand before the Lord today? Do I live a REAL Christian life in front of my peers or is it just a facade? Is my Christian life really Christian? Verse four, (just as He chose us in Him before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and blameless before Him. Am I living obediently in Christ? Do I strive daily to live and think Biblically as I deal with the different tests and temptations that come my way?
A ttitude....Attitude...Attitude. IT IS NOT ALL ABOUT ME....IT IS ALL ABOUT HIM!!!! Paul makes it firmly clear in verse one why he is doing what he is doing and why he is saying what he is sharing with the Christians. Ephesians 1:1, "Paul and apostle of Christ Jesus BY THE WILL OF GOD. It requires a submissive attitude to be and live obediently to what God commands. In my effort to be REAL, have I realized that the things that I experience in my life that are not in my control are there to mold me and shape me more into the image of Christ? May I not get lost in focusing in the process, that I lose sight of the fact that God sees the finished product. Therefore, I must trust God that He knows best for my life.
L ove of God and others more than self!!!!! Do I love and long for the eternal things that God has to offer? Verse 18, " I pray that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened, so that you will know what is the hope of His calling, what are the riches of the glory of His inheritance in the saings, Verse 19, and what is the surpassing greatness of His power toward us who believe."
Key things to consider as I seek to be REAL and SHARE my faith:
*My ability to influence others is directly related to what they think about me.
*What does it mean to enter someone's world but not take on his or her way of life?
*How can I become friends with non-christians without letting them influence me negatively?
*Think of some qualities of a helathy relationship: Okay, now are these qualities in my relationships with God, parents, friends, etc.......